ELENA

A small fiery yet cute and kind. Popps up at the right moments. Yes, she is small but she is strong. Wise and very accurate. I love you. Admire you. Yes, your words said it all.

What is for you will never go by you.

Indeed right,
Thanks,

Haal

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Alina said…
Thanks so much, Haal! Indeed, they say it all, but how do you comply with what they say? Just wait patiently till you see him fade further away? And fight to the end in the mean time? But I guess, when you love, there is no other way...BTW, Elena is my second name :)I don't usually like it, this is the first time I've seen it posted somewhere, referring to me, and did not hate it that much :)
1/15/2006 02:43:00 pm
Al Sharief said…
hall?! Hope you are enduring OK...
It seems that fading ain't easy
this time around...
Even endurance could be loving & even passionate...
I'll equally appreciate your inviting endurance...
BTW: what is & where is endurance "Quality" in the 99 names? Your Good at this...
Come on out pleeeeease...
1/20/2006 11:38:00 pm
Al Sharief said…
hall, I've quickly looked up my 99 names refrence. I 've found that "AL Sammaad" include the quality of endurance well beyond "steadfastness", Purposeful steadfastness.

Al Sammaad is limitless aboundant resourceful active patience, that is purposeful to stand and sustain it's own on absolute Godly refrence- Lais Ka methlehi Shai "Azz wa Gall"

After so deep & so much sharing with one's partners, there at times could be a sturation periods when one's own emotional resources are strained due to different turns and bends in the relationship to the point of drainage & dire. Then the quality of endurance help one adopt and get creative to survive. and May be To thrive.
1/21/2006 01:55:00 pm
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